Lamont--I don't know if I am welcome here, but I wrote this just a bit after you weighed in on my thread, before I knew you were hitting the eject button. FWIW.
If you guys decide you don't want me around, I will respect that.
BTW, I had zero to do with the MarcDW issues and hardly know anything about it. I did not look all that up when I returned.
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I am personally not inclined to want to get down in the weeds with the vendor issue, and I personally, read speaking for myself, think it has been arbitrary and unfair in all directions. Roof, I will get to your PM later. Lamont, you raise valid points. The site is my namesake, but I was effectively gone from late 2010 to early 2020, and sold it in 2011 because of my divorce. Now I am fully back, and I think that I have gotten sucked into the drama, or at least some of it.
The HK world has been good to me, and this site has opened doors for me. Of late, I am humbled to be involved with the publication of the HK Vickers Guide series, and I am teaching MP5 again at WOFT next week. Talking HK and sharing that passion with others of like mind puts me in a happy place. All this discord makes me sad.
I was not involved in TooSixy's issues, but I was the one who pulled the trigger on Tony. I privately apologized to him this morning, and I joined Proshop specfically under this username. I don't even remember the particulars from when I pulled the trigger, but that tells me it wasn't an adequate reason alone. He says I am welcome by him, and possibly not by others. That's fair. I don't have a ton of time to spend here or there, but I do what I can with my ailing elderly mother and hopelessly sedentary unemployed 21 year old son.
I want to make clear that I am not coming at this with the mindset that unbanning is to help this site with the knowledge base by bringing back the heavy hitters. I am sure it looks that way, but that is not my intention. The site is going to be what it is, and I am content with that. Lamont, you are one of those heavy hitters, and I am glad that you still hang around and that you're still willing to engage in constructive dialog with us. Your points are well taken, and your contributions are valued.
Anyone who wants to come back, is welcome, and anyone who doesn't remains respected. There is freedom in forgiveness, and hate gets no one anywhere, and never has, all throughout human history. And I can only control me, at the end of the day. Really, that's all any of us can do. What kind of man am I, and to what extent to I fall short of who I -should- be?
Later I want to give you a stark example of the kind of man I want to be, and it involves Heckler & Koch.
I will leave it at that for now.
Off to a doctor appointment for mom.